I might take it too serious, I mean my works, those qualifications, schedules are like the ghost haunting me everyday. I am depressed today, I am not sure whether it's the work itself made me felt in this way, or the visa application related, or both. Yeah, probably both. The visa thing is complicated, really, so many documents I need to prepare, to translate, and the plan is still pending there. The translation of my salary sheet is driving me mad, how crazy my company is, god knows how can them work out such complicated salary sheet. With so many different types of subsidy, compensations, bonus. Although for the most of the time, great part of these items are left in blank leaving us wondering what these for...Any way, I am quite looking forward to the travel to Italy, while, in the mean time afraid of things laying ahead, those known and unknown. I am still not sure whether I can get the visa or not, but I will try my best, and I am sure, one day I will set my foot on its land, Italy~

I actually felt quite happy when I worked out the checking list in excel and plan to use it for status tracking the day before yesterday. As I learn some new functions in excel and applied them. I am happy when I learn new things, it could be anything. I am a curious girl since I was very young, my mom said she was afraid of my strange questions when I was a little, I used to keep asking questions, and I always had lots lots of questions. And maybe it also explains why I am so fond of traveling. Traveling help me learning new things.

For this year, the 2011, I told myself to be brave, do things instead of just think of it. I made a new year resolutions list, and I am buying myself new books, forcing myself spend more time on learning instead of amusement. I actually plan to translate the science news from the internet and share them with my friends, but there might be some copyright concerns, so I did not plan to post them on my QQ space. I also registered for the 2012 Vienna new year concert, as the conductor will be my favorite Mariss Jansons. For each year, when its begins, I will make plans, I will make it quite promising. Last year approved so, with a dreaming came true trip, this year, I hope it does so. I am still at the age, when every things burns so brighten, yes, I am still young, I will fight for my dreams.