It's my last weekends here, in Kunshan. Almost 2 years living in this small city, I have to admit that I am a little bit like this place. Especially the large windowsill of my room, I spend most of my time at home here. When it's winter and the sunshine was warm, a lazy afternoon besides the windowsill full of sunshine with milk tea were one of my favorite things to do. When it's spring or autumn, I love the night breeze through the window, and watched the lights on the street which appeals to me like bokeh. And when it's summer, during the daytime, the light and heat is so strong that I have to prop up sunshade at the windowsill, so that I can read my computer screen, hahaha~ But it's so great to lay on the floor and watch the clouds swirl beneath the blue sky, and music flow in the air, and then full into sleep without awareness. I do not know whether I will return to this place in the future or not. When I am begin to be a little bit familiar with this city, I have to leave. It might took to long to accept me, actually, I took too long to accept this city. And I do not know what will be like when I move to the next city, which I am heading to this coming Friday. I've heard lots of people complaining the weather there, the traffic there, the spicy food there, I do not know, I have to give my own judgment when I am there. As I already make the decision, so, I should not go against it to make my life miserable. Actually, I have to be more thankful toward it, it helps me understand myself more clearly, and forced me to have a more down to earth and clear career plan. I am not that panic and more confidence than before, I know what I am good at and I know what I am not and what I need to do to make myself stronger and more competitive.

I need to go back packing ~