I always asking myself whether I make the right choice, make the right decision, I am easy to get nerves for little things, what the hell I am worrying about all these days? Sometimes I am too careful about something, so tired. Things shouldn't be always like this, right? Relax, have fun,go ahead and enjoy your life. I am looking forwards a journey again, long for going out for some nice nature view, to relax, and get lost in the beauty of nature. Best be mountains or the sea...

Sometimes I see the numbers of tomorrows all in a line, the first of them are the biggest and clearest, the others 're getting smaller and smaller as they stand further away, but they all seem so fierce to me, as if they are saying, be aware of me, I am coming. I am taking notes while I watch Tess today, because these words are some kind of true. But someone said, comparing with tomorrow, it's yesterday that far from reach...