I couldn't remember your face right now

Suddenly, remember a song, it's from the movie Once, one of my favorite movies, the song named If you want me...

It's been so long, since I have seen you, I hardly remember your face any more...

But it's not for love, or say, love between man and woman, it's for family, we used to love each other, and them, I haven't seen you for years. You are still a little girl in my memory, but as I grew up, so did you. I saw your photos in your space, I read your blogs, and I found that you at least some times think of me, I know you cared. Sorry, that, years passing by, I almost forgot who you are, I focus on myself more than any one, and I even take it for granted, that you should be the same as me. But I am wrong, at least, you care, you did, sorry that if I hurt you, I really did not mean it, I even did not know what happened.

It's really nice to get your wishes on my birthday, thank you. It's my birthday gift that we found each other back, but I am a little scared right now. I did not dare to chat with you, I did not know how to. We missed so much about each other, those most important years in our lives, I knew almost nothing about it. You were my best companion while we were young, we played together, spent our summer holidays with grandpa and grandma, I never though that I might lost you one day. I do not know who to blame, things just happened, we can do nothing but let it. I did want to catch up with you, but since you graduated, I did not have your new address, I thought at least you had mine, so you can wrote to me to inform the new contact address. None of us wrote to each other then, and I heard less and less about you. Sometimes, they mentioned something, such as you attend university, but the info. was so obscure that it helps little. Any way, now we found each other, at least, you tried, thanks!